Feelings...

I've been feeling a little out of it.

Not sick kind of out of it, just as though I'm levitating and I can't seem to be on solid ground.

Today has been a week since I've started going to the gym. Still not quite pleased with the early morning activity but it certainly is starting my days off alright. I guess part of my annoyance is that it's cold out. I feel kind of silly walking into the gym with a coat and sweat pants on, only to have to change them before I work out. It's too cold outside to do otherwise.

Some days I feel like a boat drifting out to sea, no land in sight and no oars to propel me in one direction or another. Today is a drifing day. I guess I need to find something to fulfill each day so I'm not drifting. Yesterday I made pizza from scratch, finished up my book and was quite leisurely. Makes me give serious consideration to going back to work, if only so I don't lose my mind.