These are days...

...you'll remember. Never before and never sine, I promise, will the whole world be warm as this. And as you feel it, you'll know it's that that you are blessed and lucky. It's true that you are touched by something that will grow and bloom in you. These are days you'll remember.

These are days by 10,000 Maniacs

Right now this part of the song is running through my head. How anything can run trhough my head right now is beyond me. Talking to the girl child is akin to hitting your head against a brick wall, minus the blood. Right now my head is pounding... throbbig and the 12oz of Smirfnoff Ice Triple Black isn't helping it go away. I have to ask myself day in and day out why I try and help as I go to bed emotionally drained and so tired that I am unable to sleep. Prime time television selections grow dismal as time goes on so I resort to reading and by the list of books I've read this year thus far, you can see how much sleep I'm not getting.

Of course the weather isn't helping either. I have been fighing off a cold for a couple of days and the cold that seeps in through my shoes and slowly makes its way up the rest of my body is enough to keep me in a funk for days. Maybe I can avoid going anywhere and avoid all this. Unfortunately that isn't to be the case as I have another hungry belly to feed and somehow I don't think that will go over well. I just want to curl myself around a warm ball and hibernate for the winter.